one of the major cause for the stress was because she was let go by the company
she worked for more than 9 years, which is i think, something that is so heartless,
and only people unable to feel can do such a thing, i think it is too much.
after 9 years suddenly she felt her boss, who always had been generous, turned cold
on her, which could be caused by so many issues, which also causes her to keep thinking
round and round finding reason why she was being let go, and also coming up with ways
to deal with it. the treatments by her boss, her colleague, also by older staff worker who
told her to "go back to Indonesia for 6 months", i must say, that is too much, to take away
her beloved job who she had always treasure for more than 9 years, and speaking of so
many people made her think non-stop until she almost lose her mind, and at the end she
had to let go of her job anyway no matter what?
is this what her loyalty turned to? something that she had to think hard to listen what
exactly it was that caused her to give up her treasured job, who she would think could've
last much longer?
i've never liked Australians for their unstraightforwardness, and I never will be. so much for
a state with barely 4 million people. i think it is one of the cruelest thing in the world, and i
can never understand about their habits of doing things, it's so cowardly and took so much
of mental energy, many times would drive people away from their sanity, for a country
too young to know what is the expense of insanity caused by their actions.
they tend to decide strongly on certain issues, but they don't even know what is exactly
the issue being considered at hand, as a result, people are wasted because of reasons
that are not even concrete enough to consider, and you can hardly get away with it, at
least if you are not quite originally come from the local Australian neighbourhood, because
it is stupid, Australia barely exist before the gold rush in 1851, which is about 150 years
ago, but it sure seem to know strongly about people, disregarding how young the country is.
i've promised myself not to return to Australia in around 2006-2007, none of it made sense,
even the road that is highspeed also did not make sense to me, causing if you break the
limit set by the traffic sign, you get fined AUD$150, if you think high speed can kill you, it
does make sense but if you don't have high speed in Indonesia, AUD$150 will never make
sense, we are mainly fined AUD$2 or AUD$5 (two or five Australian dollars only), but that
also makes sense because of the slow traffic, no one barely have noticeable accidents,
compared to the highly dangerous road of Australia.
Australia is corrupt free, strict, but none of it made sense, also, they drive you insane, or
worse, death.
Indonesia, on the other hand, sometimes somewhat inconvenienced, but it always give
you peace. So which one do you choose? Insane or peace?
I can always tell, that many people who work in Australia have to keep changing jobs,
if the staff don't have problem, the boss have problem. if the boss don't have problem,
the staff have problem. no matter what, they just keep looking jobs one after another
almost non-stop, most of the time without having even enough time for yourself, as if
you are slaving away, and yet, they still are able to take the job away from you, even
if it means it is your food. do you really believed it is a developed country? i think it has
to do with slavery and it is definitely not developed. As I said, it's death written all over it.
As Jesus is God of death. You are meant to suffer just like Jesus on the cross.
